W(hole)

I am a messy human with complex feelings. I have been in and out of healing circles and friendships during my course of re-membering in adulthood. In fact, I can say that for most of my adult life, I now realize, I’ve been re-membering more than I’ve been asleep/unconscious. This doesn’t mean that I am any “better” or “worse” than anyone else.

The most painfully true awareness that I have learned is that if one wants to be (and stay) on the path, many things need witnessing. Especially the aspects of self that don’t want to be seen. I have also learned that rest and “leaning out” are part of the integration process. At times, I have found myself feeling fully supported (by humanity and the “beyond”), while other times I have felt very alone—even when I know that support is all around me….